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\"If we have truth, it cannot be harmed by investigation. If we have not truth, it ought to be harmed.\" - J. Reuben Clark

Mormonism destroys lives. Let us destroy Mormonism in return. Join me for a satirical and irreverent deconstruction of Mormonism and Mormon culture.

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President Spencer W. Kimball's book The Miracle of Forgiveness caused more harm than good. In this episode, I discuss how Church doctrine negatively impacts the mental health of many of the members in the Church. **Trigger Warning. Topics include self-harm, abuse, and mental illness***.

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